For someone that I love the most,I'm sorry for being real selfish this lately..I even asked myself why I becoming like this?why I kept on hurting you?where is the old me?where is the happiness that we used to be?is it fading away?
I don't have the answer..I just hope that I'm not too late to realize all these.I don't want losing someone I love for the third time.
Just put the blame on me,because I noticed that You are the one that always trying to avoid arguing with me,but me? what I do is just making it more worst.Is this me???
I hate myself,I need to change back..I don't want to be like this anymore.
Enough.
If there is a choice between death or keep on hurting you..I better pick the 1st one,I know I'm not an innocent guy that can go to heaven easily..but, I can avoid from making sins from hurting you again and again.
Is this me that always wanted to see you happy all that time but I kept making you sad..what the hell is wrong with me???
Blaming myself will not change a things,but I try to change myself..
I'm not such a good boyfriend,I always blaming others,but in fact,I don't realized that mistakes is come from me.
1st april,the month I'll change to be a better one,I promise to myself.I'm not making "april fool" here..I mean it.
Thanks for giving me a chance,I'm sorry for not being a nice bf to you lately.
The one you love,is the one you care the most..so I should avoid or if possible I don't want to hurt her for the rest of my life..I'm sorry again,maybe I'm the worst boyfriend that you ever had cyg =') I'm not proud of that..
syg jahatkn cyg?selalu pentingkan diri..but remember this my love never change abit.
I just missed the old times,where I can't wait for wifi and clicking your blog just to tagged you and see your new pictures while the "Only You" song is playing..
I even missed after each day we become close and happy with each other until the time we are officialy together,it makes me happy more than the last time I fell in love..but now that happiness is hard too reach now..I must change!please trust me again..I'll be that guy again,even more better =')*hugs*
waiting the clock tick at 9.00 p.m =)
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