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I'm a guy who is very much into J-rock.
• Hanifi •
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• 18 years old, 15th August
• More into music but less into sports
• Deeply in love with Wani Ismail (:
• Wani♥Nifi (:
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Kiss The Rain ツ
VRS 1
I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
Its hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will
CHORUS
And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes
VRS 2/3 I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave
The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams
CHORUS
VRS 4
I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you
VRS 1
So why am I still here in the rain..
• Sunday, July 5, 2009
and the story goes.....
What Happen To The World? •
Salam everyone in the house~ =p hehe
Today,hari ani kita telah di hebohka dgn satu penyakit berjangkit iaitu H1N1 atau dikenali sebagai selesma piggy~ok nada cali tu ah mun kna,ada kamu quarantine..huhu
Advice untuk urg d luar sana,better stay2 ja d rumah lau nada papa kn di buat,apanya urg malang nda bebau,lau kna tni mna tau,dh be cek nah~nauzubillah..so lau bleh stay d rumah ja,lau majal jua kn jln pakai lah mask =)
Aku boring bnr2 dh ni d rumah ah,kn tiap hari benda sama jua ku buat,mcm nda happening,I just can't wait to meet my baby esuk~yay esuk skulah,tapi jadi ninja kali kami pakai mask =p wahaha..nda apa lah asalkan rinduku ani terubat,nda ja yg? ;)
Ohh btw,I hope her cousin yg sakit atu capat2 sihat amin..god bless you..amin
apa lagi kn ku cakapkn ah?mm~yg penting aku boring and aku mau jumpa gf ku~aku rindu ya wah ='( sob..sob....
Ah!baru ingat,nda lagi lama kami punya another monthsary ni,hehe,mcm nda terasa wah,kepisan eh,mcm tutup mata dh tu buka balik kn 7 bulan tia =p apanya aku ah,haha..
baby,if u think ur alone right now,please dun be ok,dgr lagu you're not alone arah vid yg syg buat untuk cyg,coz i'll be therefor u selalu di dalam hati mu yg =)
and im sorry masa tu kau suruh aku update,aku malas,argue th plg jadinya..huhu..oh mahn aku rindu smile mu eh yg banarth..huh
ok peeps,gtg!
I love you wani!!!!big hugs!and lots of kisses!mwah mwah mwah!!hehe
Advice untuk urg d luar sana,better stay2 ja d rumah lau nada papa kn di buat,apanya urg malang nda bebau,lau kna tni mna tau,dh be cek nah~nauzubillah..so lau bleh stay d rumah ja,lau majal jua kn jln pakai lah mask =)
Aku boring bnr2 dh ni d rumah ah,kn tiap hari benda sama jua ku buat,mcm nda happening,I just can't wait to meet my baby esuk~yay esuk skulah,tapi jadi ninja kali kami pakai mask =p wahaha..nda apa lah asalkan rinduku ani terubat,nda ja yg? ;)
Ohh btw,I hope her cousin yg sakit atu capat2 sihat amin..god bless you..amin
apa lagi kn ku cakapkn ah?mm~yg penting aku boring and aku mau jumpa gf ku~aku rindu ya wah ='( sob..sob....
Ah!baru ingat,nda lagi lama kami punya another monthsary ni,hehe,mcm nda terasa wah,kepisan eh,mcm tutup mata dh tu buka balik kn 7 bulan tia =p apanya aku ah,haha..
baby,if u think ur alone right now,please dun be ok,dgr lagu you're not alone arah vid yg syg buat untuk cyg,coz i'll be therefor u selalu di dalam hati mu yg =)
and im sorry masa tu kau suruh aku update,aku malas,argue th plg jadinya..huhu..oh mahn aku rindu smile mu eh yg banarth..huh
ok peeps,gtg!
I love you wani!!!!big hugs!and lots of kisses!mwah mwah mwah!!hehe
Labels: Friends, Fun, Nurhazwani, World
he blogged when the clock ticks at~~~• 9:44 PM
• Wednesday, June 24, 2009
and the story goes.....
I.M.Y •
Assalamualaikum~
I just wanna say that i miss her =( sigh..
she went to k.k again =_=' and now,I become Mr.Lonely again
today,not so much fun happen,akhir bangun,liat dvd,main games waiting for her msn and call.
She did call me and told me that shes gonna watch transformer there with her cous and "malam" lagi arah negeri urg..huh..we argued abit about this,but what can I say suruh saja tia even its hard for me to let her,coz Im worry something happen..sigh..hope she can understand maksud worry ku ani=(
i miss dating with her eh,our latest date ya punya movie so damn boring..huhu..talk and talk too much christianity scene,like wth?huhu..
and wth bru th ada wifi and continue update my blog,huhu..btw I'm sick,huhu and plus I miss her so badly i can't wait to meet her tomorrow.she said she cut he hair ='(
Cyg I miss you~please do text me ok if d brunei dah dari tadi dh syg tunggu =(
ok thats all,im tired and waiting..i love you so much,u dont know how much I miss you~
I just wanna say that i miss her =( sigh..
she went to k.k again =_=' and now,I become Mr.Lonely again
today,not so much fun happen,akhir bangun,liat dvd,main games waiting for her msn and call.
She did call me and told me that shes gonna watch transformer there with her cous and "malam" lagi arah negeri urg..huh..we argued abit about this,but what can I say suruh saja tia even its hard for me to let her,coz Im worry something happen..sigh..hope she can understand maksud worry ku ani=(
i miss dating with her eh,our latest date ya punya movie so damn boring..huhu..talk and talk too much christianity scene,like wth?huhu..
and wth bru th ada wifi and continue update my blog,huhu..btw I'm sick,huhu and plus I miss her so badly i can't wait to meet her tomorrow.she said she cut he hair ='(
Cyg I miss you~please do text me ok if d brunei dah dari tadi dh syg tunggu =(
ok thats all,im tired and waiting..i love you so much,u dont know how much I miss you~
Labels: Boredom, Nurhazwani
he blogged when the clock ticks at~~~• 7:39 PM
• Monday, June 8, 2009
and the story goes.....
Finally.. •
Assalamualaikum everyone~=D
dui ma nada jua urg membaca blog ku ani kecuali 2 urg kali saja~=p haha..
ok 1st of all blog ku ani expired dh,na be update well biasa pemalas coz wifi talo wah skajap ada skajap nada,siapa yg na bgi garam ati~tmbah gula~=p haha apakan
ok straight to the point..
yesterday,i went to brunei music society's concert..Im having fun with my wani,bestfriends,farah and kamil..hehe..
well,kami aher dtg pasal sorang2 lalai,ada yg dh siap menunggu lagi sorang kn besiap pasal ya main game saja..huhu..siapa tu nah?haha
then kami berbincang pasal baju apa kn d pakai,ani ngam kh nda..then I said "jgnth kamu ingau tu,nada jua durangkn cek baju,durang guna duit ja tu" haha..tpi bnr jua kn tu?1 of the reason durang mengadakn concert kn dpt profit~=p
Then dh sampai sana,aku teliat seorang wanita yg begitu memikat hatiku,tpi takut2ku kn menagur yatah ku ckp hy saja,salnya aku tau aku lambat,n urg atu lagi nyamal..yatah=p
then masa awal2 aku ni kesian,jadi bf kesepian na kna layan,mcm kna abandoned bh aku ah,bkn lgi mcm,sudah..huhu
tpi dh time break,sasak ku ku tarik tgn nya eh,biar ya na ku duli,yg penting that night,shes mine..nobody can take her from me~eseh~ ;) hehehe
the concert was ok,bru 1st time meliat urg main violin dpn mata hehe..and aku jealous sal urg atu buat ku jealous sja,yatah mcm buruk saja mua ku mlm atu ..hoho
Im expecting ada durang main canon in d kh or air on g kh,but nada..sia2pun..ehehe
bt nda papa im still having fun..hehe
kami ketawa2 time meliat concert atu sal the pianist mengingati bunyi lagu tu kai mulut cali wah..haha n guess siapa yg ketawa nya bsar?siapa lagi lau bkn si bunal..haha~=p
then abis tia ceta ku..haha
aku na sbr kn abis exam,then cuti,then abis driving lessons,n then abis skulah dh tu kaja dh tu kawin sama si dia=p hehe..
mau ya kn tu kawin sma aku?hmm..i hope so~
kami planning kn kawin d icc plg ni kes na mau bepanas=p haha apakn jauh jua ceta ku ani melumpat sal kawin..haha..ok ok,thats all for today=D
i'll update againg a.s.a.p gunung berapi..bh..hehe..btw i love you baby!to da max! =p hehe..u still the best gf ever=D
dui ma nada jua urg membaca blog ku ani kecuali 2 urg kali saja~=p haha..
ok 1st of all blog ku ani expired dh,na be update well biasa pemalas coz wifi talo wah skajap ada skajap nada,siapa yg na bgi garam ati~tmbah gula~=p haha apakan
ok straight to the point..
yesterday,i went to brunei music society's concert..Im having fun with my wani,bestfriends,farah and kamil..hehe..
well,kami aher dtg pasal sorang2 lalai,ada yg dh siap menunggu lagi sorang kn besiap pasal ya main game saja..huhu..siapa tu nah?haha
then kami berbincang pasal baju apa kn d pakai,ani ngam kh nda..then I said "jgnth kamu ingau tu,nada jua durangkn cek baju,durang guna duit ja tu" haha..tpi bnr jua kn tu?1 of the reason durang mengadakn concert kn dpt profit~=p
Then dh sampai sana,aku teliat seorang wanita yg begitu memikat hatiku,tpi takut2ku kn menagur yatah ku ckp hy saja,salnya aku tau aku lambat,n urg atu lagi nyamal..yatah=p
then masa awal2 aku ni kesian,jadi bf kesepian na kna layan,mcm kna abandoned bh aku ah,bkn lgi mcm,sudah..huhu
tpi dh time break,sasak ku ku tarik tgn nya eh,biar ya na ku duli,yg penting that night,shes mine..nobody can take her from me~eseh~ ;) hehehe
the concert was ok,bru 1st time meliat urg main violin dpn mata hehe..and aku jealous sal urg atu buat ku jealous sja,yatah mcm buruk saja mua ku mlm atu ..hoho
Im expecting ada durang main canon in d kh or air on g kh,but nada..sia2pun..ehehe
bt nda papa im still having fun..hehe
kami ketawa2 time meliat concert atu sal the pianist mengingati bunyi lagu tu kai mulut cali wah..haha n guess siapa yg ketawa nya bsar?siapa lagi lau bkn si bunal..haha~=p
then abis tia ceta ku..haha
aku na sbr kn abis exam,then cuti,then abis driving lessons,n then abis skulah dh tu kaja dh tu kawin sama si dia=p hehe..
mau ya kn tu kawin sma aku?hmm..i hope so~
kami planning kn kawin d icc plg ni kes na mau bepanas=p haha apakn jauh jua ceta ku ani melumpat sal kawin..haha..ok ok,thats all for today=D
i'll update againg a.s.a.p gunung berapi..bh..hehe..btw i love you baby!to da max! =p hehe..u still the best gf ever=D
Labels: Friends, Fun, music, Nurhazwani
he blogged when the clock ticks at~~~• 10:28 PM
• Sunday, May 3, 2009
and the story goes.....
Jealousy •
I found that accidentally=(
I dont know why for some reason I got jealous eventhough its been a long time.I don't care about anything but when she said,she loved him..sigh.I just can't help it.
"Remember the first time we chat was in the group chat, then you added me up and we started chatting everyday. We created so many sweet and happy memories. We are in the same school, our registration class are just next to each other's class. We see each other after my Accounting and your Physics. We studied together, you helped me in Mathematics. Did you remember all of them?
We went out to the Mall for twice, we watched two different movies for twice, we had "dinner" for twice. Did you remember that? We love each other. You said I am your idol. I started to like you. And the feeling is getting serious, and I've been loving you for more than two months already.
Then, all in a sudden, you have changed. You have changed since last week and I did notice it. You seldom online, or everytime we chat, you will offline without allowing me to say anything. I asked you why. You said your Mom knows your exam result, hence you cannot go online that often anymore, so I understand.
Last night, we chat again, a very cold and gloomy chat, not as always. You used to say that you will be revising for the upcoming exam so last night I asked you, "have you revised for the exam?"
Surprisingly, you said no. You said you used your computer but you didn't go online, you just watched DVDs, and visited some other websites, but not MSN. I wonder why. I asked you again and again, finally I got the answer why I feel like I was being avoided...and ignored.
You admitted that you have fallen for me, you admitted that you loved me. But you don't want to be in a relationship. We're totally different. I am Malay and you're not. I know for some people, that doesn't count. So do I. But not you. I am Muslim and you're Buddhist. You have a strong belief and faith in your religion, that you don't want to convert into Muslim. So do I. I trust only my religion. As a matter of fact, that just simply explains why we cannot be together. We're different.
I am heart broken, you started everything and now you end up everything. I'm trying to get over you. I need time to forget you and our sweet memories, though we have never been together. Sorry for everything."
arghh~Im jealous..sigh.
Labels: Boredom, Nurhazwani
he blogged when the clock ticks at~~~• 2:22 AM
• Wednesday, April 15, 2009
and the story goes.....
I'm so scared to death! •
Hy peeps!sorry for lack of update because of unforeseen circumstances~eseh=p haha
nada deh aku sibuk blajar bh,kn mengapai cita-cita ku~haha
well,hari ani aku jadi rajin,antah nda ku tau knapa smpai Mr.Mark puji aku~haha..kambang ku eh~yatah bgi ku semangat kn blajar ni ;)
and of course I had another with si waniku a.k.a kekasih tersayang tadi,we watched JANGAN TEGUR~gila x,takut ku mliat,haha..90% bh aku tutup mata if ada hantu nya,n even tutup tlinga..haha..wth?! =p well aku kalah sikit arag hantu sekong atu..haha
I can't forget today,cause something happened~ =p hehe...mwahhh!i love her so much~siuk eh tadi cyg=D krgth ceta2 with u time on9 k;) mwahh!cant wait kn tunggu cyg abis tuition eh..
k thats all for today,haha atu bnr aku update ah,boring sikit saja =p
nada deh aku sibuk blajar bh,kn mengapai cita-cita ku~haha
well,hari ani aku jadi rajin,antah nda ku tau knapa smpai Mr.Mark puji aku~haha..kambang ku eh~yatah bgi ku semangat kn blajar ni ;)
and of course I had another with si waniku a.k.a kekasih tersayang tadi,we watched JANGAN TEGUR~gila x,takut ku mliat,haha..90% bh aku tutup mata if ada hantu nya,n even tutup tlinga..haha..wth?! =p well aku kalah sikit arag hantu sekong atu..haha
I can't forget today,cause something happened~ =p hehe...mwahhh!i love her so much~siuk eh tadi cyg=D krgth ceta2 with u time on9 k;) mwahh!cant wait kn tunggu cyg abis tuition eh..
k thats all for today,haha atu bnr aku update ah,boring sikit saja =p
Labels: dating, Fun, Nurhazwani
he blogged when the clock ticks at~~~• 8:40 PM
• Monday, April 6, 2009
and the story goes.....
WaNifi~ •
Hey :)I don't know why my boyfriend lacks of idea to update this blog so here I am :)
Let's make a surprise for him XD
Not much, I just want to tell that I'm enjoying every seconds of my time with him. Yes, I do. I'm much happier than I thought and I want this to last long~
We enjoyed our time yesterday and it was our first time having a date-not-in-the-mall.
I love going there with him because I don't see familiar faces and it was a good thing, despite there are lots of people don't like seeing us together ;)
My boyfriend is sooo manja, kan tiap hari manjanya but I love it :) at least I know he loves me. Hehe. Soon is our 4th monthsary and I can't wait. it feels like baru jua few weeks kami together, then, blinkblink, it's 4 months already. I hope this relationship will last long because I don't want to find for another man :)
I love you so much my boyfriend.
Labels: girlfriend, Nurhazwani
he blogged when the clock ticks at~~~• 3:34 PM
• Wednesday, April 1, 2009
and the story goes.....
1st April •
For someone that I love the most,I'm sorry for being real selfish this lately..I even asked myself why I becoming like this?why I kept on hurting you?where is the old me?where is the happiness that we used to be?is it fading away?
I don't have the answer..I just hope that I'm not too late to realize all these.I don't want losing someone I love for the third time.
Just put the blame on me,because I noticed that You are the one that always trying to avoid arguing with me,but me? what I do is just making it more worst.Is this me???
I hate myself,I need to change back..I don't want to be like this anymore.
Enough.
If there is a choice between death or keep on hurting you..I better pick the 1st one,I know I'm not an innocent guy that can go to heaven easily..but, I can avoid from making sins from hurting you again and again.
Is this me that always wanted to see you happy all that time but I kept making you sad..what the hell is wrong with me???
Blaming myself will not change a things,but I try to change myself..
I'm not such a good boyfriend,I always blaming others,but in fact,I don't realized that mistakes is come from me.
1st april,the month I'll change to be a better one,I promise to myself.I'm not making "april fool" here..I mean it.
Thanks for giving me a chance,I'm sorry for not being a nice bf to you lately.
The one you love,is the one you care the most..so I should avoid or if possible I don't want to hurt her for the rest of my life..I'm sorry again,maybe I'm the worst boyfriend that you ever had cyg =') I'm not proud of that..
syg jahatkn cyg?selalu pentingkan diri..but remember this my love never change abit.
I just missed the old times,where I can't wait for wifi and clicking your blog just to tagged you and see your new pictures while the "Only You" song is playing..
I even missed after each day we become close and happy with each other until the time we are officialy together,it makes me happy more than the last time I fell in love..but now that happiness is hard too reach now..I must change!please trust me again..I'll be that guy again,even more better =')*hugs*
waiting the clock tick at 9.00 p.m =)
I don't have the answer..I just hope that I'm not too late to realize all these.I don't want losing someone I love for the third time.
Just put the blame on me,because I noticed that You are the one that always trying to avoid arguing with me,but me? what I do is just making it more worst.Is this me???
I hate myself,I need to change back..I don't want to be like this anymore.
Enough.
If there is a choice between death or keep on hurting you..I better pick the 1st one,I know I'm not an innocent guy that can go to heaven easily..but, I can avoid from making sins from hurting you again and again.
Is this me that always wanted to see you happy all that time but I kept making you sad..what the hell is wrong with me???
Blaming myself will not change a things,but I try to change myself..
I'm not such a good boyfriend,I always blaming others,but in fact,I don't realized that mistakes is come from me.
1st april,the month I'll change to be a better one,I promise to myself.I'm not making "april fool" here..I mean it.
Thanks for giving me a chance,I'm sorry for not being a nice bf to you lately.
The one you love,is the one you care the most..so I should avoid or if possible I don't want to hurt her for the rest of my life..I'm sorry again,maybe I'm the worst boyfriend that you ever had cyg =') I'm not proud of that..
syg jahatkn cyg?selalu pentingkan diri..but remember this my love never change abit.
I just missed the old times,where I can't wait for wifi and clicking your blog just to tagged you and see your new pictures while the "Only You" song is playing..
I even missed after each day we become close and happy with each other until the time we are officialy together,it makes me happy more than the last time I fell in love..but now that happiness is hard too reach now..I must change!please trust me again..I'll be that guy again,even more better =')*hugs*
waiting the clock tick at 9.00 p.m =)
Labels: Nurhazwani
he blogged when the clock ticks at~~~• 6:20 PM